Dear Mia,

You are asleep and so amazingly beautiful.  I feel sad tonight.  I wish I could turn back time.  I hope you will have a wonderful life.  I will do everything I possibly can to make sure that you do.  It will never feel like enough but I will do everything I can.  I have no idea what our future looks like but I am here always.  I will try my absolute hardest not to let you down.  I don’t feel like I am enough but I will try so hard.  I am trying so hard to make you feel OK but I feel I am failing you so much.  I love you so much and I just want you to be happy.

xxxxx

Mum