You are asleep and so amazingly beautiful. I feel sad tonight. I wish I could turn back time. I hope you will have a wonderful life. I will do everything I possibly can to make sure that you do. It will never feel like enough but I will do everything I can. I have no idea what our future looks like but I am here always. I will try my absolute hardest not to let you down. I don’t feel like I am enough but I will try so hard. I am trying so hard to make you feel OK but I feel I am failing you so much. I love you so much and I just want you to be happy.